I get up at seven, yeah
And I go to work at nine
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I got no time for livin'
Yes, I'm workin' all the time
It seems to me
I could live my life
A lot better than I think I am
I guess that's why they call me
They call me the working man
They call me the working man
I guess that's what I am
I get home at five o'clock
And I take myself out a nice, cold beer
Always seem to be wonderin'
Why there's nothin' goin' down here
It seems to me
I could live my life
A lot better than I think I am
I guess that's why they call me
They call me the working man
Well, they call me the working man
I guess that's what I am
The Dark Tower WC Chapter 3 Archive
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A week had passed and the addition to their weaponry and ammunition was noticeable in the added weight to their gear. Roland and a man he called Enrico had procured ammunition, food and one single shot twelve gauge rifle Jaqi instantly laid claim to. She claimed to be better with a rifle and when she proved it by killing a doe (free standing) at three times the distance even Roland's pistols could have done, he let her keep it. But she had to carry it, along with all her gear. She agreed to share her pistol with Shane, though Roland maintained Shane would take one of his if all three of them needed small arms.
Since Jaqi carried her gear and the rather heavy rifle, Shane's job was to carry spare ammunition and the nonperishable food that had been brought through the door. These were things like cans of Spam and potted meat. Most were without labels and one evening they made a meal of ravioli, artichoke hearts and spicy tamales. The anchovies (in mustard sauce) that were discovered became Roland's since Jaqi and Shane refused to touch them. A spare box of ammunition and the anchovies were all that were added to Roland's gunna. When grumbling began he reminded them of the air-eo-plane (as he called it) eagle that had attacked them. One of them needed to stay light on their feet and frankly, Shane needed to loose weight and gain muscle, Jaqi needed to toughen up and stop thinking so much and Roland had done his time lugging around his share of heavy packs.
The only good thing about being made to carry so much, was that it began to grow easier and easier as the days wore on. Sure muscles ached, but they slept earlier, more deeply and it meant less sneaking around by the two young lovers.
If they thought they were being sneaky around the Gunslinger, they were sorely mistaken. He caught the glances, the occasional brief little caresses. It was surprising Jaqi let anyone touch her, but she'd begun to stop flinching so much when he or Shane were around. He doubted it would be the same had Enrico survived his trip through the door. A stranger and a third man to their party probably would have kept her too on edge, but Shane seemed to be changing her with his dim wit and jokes Roland never understood. That they were getting closer was perhaps a good thing. The Ka-tet were supposed to be close and young people needed young people. She helped Shane through his sickness and he continued to aid her through her fear of men.
Shane wasn't sick anymore, but the cravings and the muscle aches, were constant. Over the past several days, he got used to being in constant pain, and he hadn't lost much weight, because his appetite increased to the point it pissed Roland off. Only food made him feel better.
Well, that wasn't true. Jaqi made him feel a lot better. Now Roland was off scouting ahead to see if the town he thought might still exist a few miles off was still there. He'd said it was twenty "wheels" off, and Shane had started to guestimate a 'wheel' was about half mile. So they could expect Roland after nightfall. It was about four pm now. Or whatever time was about four hours before sunset here. Shane was sitting cross legged on a bluff that overlooked the valley Roland had left across. The gunslinger was no longer visible to his eyes.
When they stopped Jaqi went to work. She was as surprised as they had all been to find out she turned out to be quite the mother hen. Every time they stopped each of them had tasks. Roland found water, Shane laid out the bedding and Jaqi took care of the fire and cooking. Since Shane's day had been a bit rough she let him take it easy and took care of the bedding while the wood burned down to good coals for cooking. They'd been following a stream for a few days now, so no one had to fetch water. She opened a can that turned out to be more tamales and when it was warm enough to eat, she joined Shane on the bluff. She brought with her the water skin and sat with her feet hanging over the edge. She offered him the can, knowing food eased him a bit. "Can you still see him?" She asked, peering into the distance.
"Nope, the guy walks awfully fast when he wants to. Even for a dude who's like, what six-four?" Shane happily took a big bite. "I'm a lucky guy. I fuckin' love tamales. Wish there was some hotsauce, though." He smiled at her, flicked his head around to get his bangs away from his face and took another bite.
"I don't think he's that old." She said. "Wind and weather will do that to a person..." She saw him flick his bangs out of his eyes again. "I can cut those for you. I'm pretty sure there's a pair of scissors in the sewing stuff I grabbed before I left." She hadn't found use for scissors since leaving, but in all the stuff she "auto-grabbed" she was pretty sure there was a pair of scissors.
Shane was about to loudly refuse that she cut his hair, but then realized she would be close and touching him while she cut it. As pathetic and silly as it seemed, he'd take any excuse for that to happen.
"Um, sure, sure. Knock yourself out!" He forced a smile.
"One sec..." She got up with a bit of a groan and stumbled to her feet. Her body had sort of gotten relaxed in the short time she'd been sitting there. "I swear. These walks are either gonna kill me or..." She was too tired to think of something funny so she just said, "Or kill me..." She went to her smaller bag, the olive drab messenger tote her dad said had been an uncle's during Vietnam. It was where she kept all the important odds and ends she didn't want getting lost in her backpack. She came back with the bag and a deadly looking pair of old fashioned scissors.
Shane smiled. "Jesus, that's one of those iron scissors they just paint the handle on instead of having a handle! Be careful, you!" he winked at her and sat up straight.
She looked at them. "What kind of scissors do they have in the future?" She asked. These were just basic every day scissors to her. Because he was taller she had to sit on her knees to get close enough. This put the Dr. Pepper logo that was printed across her breasts, right in his sight lines. She took a brush and began brushing his hair.
"Oh, jeez, I know you guys had decent scissors back then, they were probably just unreasonably priced. I just pray yours are still sharp..." he bowed his head while she brushed. He put a hand on her knee to see if she would flinch or smack him.
He felt the brush falter for a sec as she looked down to his hand. She didn't smack him, but she did react. She went back to brushing, letting his hand rest there. She was pretty sure the speeding of her heart beat was due to the fact that it was Shane touching her, not just the touch of a man. Shane always gave her little zings like that. A small touch on the shoulder or forearm always made her heart pick up a little. Roland had grabbed her to keep her from stepping on a snake a few days earlier and that had sent her into a mild panic attack. Shane's gentle touches were acceptable... safe.
"Now I've never cut a person's air before." She said. "But I've butchered a few dolls in my time. Girls at school said that if you gather it all up on top at the same length, then cut off the end, it layers it all the way down. You wanna try that or risk me acting like I know what I'm doing?"
"As long as you still like me when you're done, you can cut it however badly you want to," he said with another laugh. "For one, I am not self conscious about the way I look, and for two, I haven't seen any mirrors around this place." He loved that she let him touch. He was gaining certainty that it wasn't just politeness or pressure that made her tolerate it. She liked it, even in spite of her ingrained tendency to not like it. The simultaneous like and dislike intrigued him.
"I don't think a fucky haircut would cause me to not like you." She said with a smile. "Fucky" was one of his words. She liked his slang and used it as best she could when she found opportunity. Once she had the tangles brushed out of his hair, she put the brush down beside them and began to run her fingers through his hair from the bottom up. She touched him voluntarily as she began gathering his hair atop his head.
"Remind me to tell that wizard guy Roland wants to kill to curse me with faster growing hair..." he murmured with a happy sigh. Her hands in his hair felt good. His head went wherever she directed it to tilt or turn. He had a big smile on his face.
She smiled in return. "I duno how you can leave it down all day." She said, raking with her nails occasionally to get the tougher bits. "Sometimes I just wanna take a butcher knife and cut it all off behind my pony tail band." She wore her back and up as much off her neck as she could get it when they were walking, but she had so much of it that she seemed to sweat twice as much as Shane or Roland. It was fantastic insulation for the chilly nights though.
"I'm used to it. Sometimes I wish you wore yours down more often. Though you do look really cute with it tied back. I guess a girl like you just cant even look bad on purpose..." He gave her knee a little squeeze. The scissors pulled his hair every goddamn time, but he refused to show even the slightest wince. It was annoying more than painful, but he would do nothing that would discourage Jaqi.
The scissors made a tight sound because she jumped when he squeezed her knee. "Shit!" She sat back, looking at the tip of her middle finger. All the work of gathering his hair up went to ribbons because it all fell back down again. Blood welled up out of the tip of her finger. "Shit that hurt!" She shook her hand and moved to lift her finger to her mouth.
Shane leaned out of her way looking very guilty. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Hey look, Jaqi, I have a confession to make..." He smiled, but looked apologetic and ashamed a little too, jokingly though. "I don't really want a hair cut. I just wanted to be close to you, and maybe get a scalp massage in the process... Ever had a scalp massage?"
She had her finger in her mouth, looking rather cute. She shook her head without saying anything. It was ok that he wanted her to touch him. She liked that he did, there were just a few things she needed to get over first.
His heart always ached when she did cute things like that, putting her finger in her mouth and looking at him with her huge, glossy, innocent eyes. "They aren't anything special.. well, except for one thing. Your scalp is a very sensitive part of your body, but a scalp massage only works when someone else does it. Then it's all tingly, and you can feel the tingles allll the way down your spine." He leaned lower than her, looking up into her big gray eyes. "I could give you one, to repay you for your kind offer of a haircut?" his goofy grin gleamed at her.
Her finger left her mouth with a tight little squeak. "Your hair's all lopsided now." She smiled. "You look ridiculous. What say I finish, then you can give me one?"
"Okay, deal." He looked pointedly at her finger. "Should I kiss it and make it all better?" He giggled, obviously just kidding, and leaned forward to let her yank more hair out of his head with the scissors. He'd suffer much worse to get a chance to run fingers through her curly black locks.
She smirked at him, but gathered his hair up again. With the wounded finger it took a bit longer, allowing her to be a bit more deliberate with dragging her nails across his scalp. When it all finally fell down it looked less like he'd left it for three years without touching it. It draped at his shoulders and flipped a little, but around his face it wasn't so obscuring. It was shorter, but not girlish with layers. She ran her fingers through it, pushing back his bangs. "Looks nice." She said, smiling a little. "I think a barber could have done better but it's not going to be in your eyes all the time. She deliberately caressed his cheek as she pushed some behind his left ear. That sent another little zing through her. "Does it feel better?"
"I don't feel anything but your hands, Jaqi," he said softly, with a more flirtatious smile, and leaned close to her face, inviting a kiss.
She saw the invitation. He always gave invitations and she liked that. Her hand firmed a little on his cheek as if to steady him. She was the one who needed steadying and leaned in carefully. She closed her eyes and let their lips meet. Every time felt like the first time and she felt that heat in her cheeks and the butterflies in her stomach.
The way she kissed translated that same sensation to Shane, that every kiss was a first kiss. Hers were almost always soft, smooth, tentative, not really clumsy, but inexperienced. It was wonderful. Her lips were sweet and soft as plush. He let her lead, and set one hand on her hip. "It's more important that you like it," he said quietly in between slow smooches.
She smiled and he felt her teeth that time, but briefly. "You said something about a scalp massage?" She asked. "You get so distracted when I kiss you..." They didn't often have opportunities alone like this. It always took a little time to get her relax long enough to allow her to show some intimacy. Roland often came back too soon from wherever he had been.
"I did, didn't I?" he said with a sultry tone. He, very slowly, put his fingertips into her hair, still at kissing distance, and rubbed his fingernails in small circles in her scalp.
"Mmm..." Her gray eyes closed and she could see the appeal of someone doing his for someone else. He didn't mean to snag a curl, but her hair was still up. "Wait." She said, opening her eyes again. "Let me take my hair down." She leaned back, slipping onto her bottom rather than her knees. She had to brush her pony tail out first, it was too thick to just pull out the elastic band. Once it was down she brushed it out with her fingers instead, letting some of the curls remember where they belonged.
He looked awestruck, partly on purpose, but it was natural. "You are very... you know..." he nodded and winked at her. It was a running joke now that he wouldn't say adjectives to describe her beauty and attractiveness
. He scooted a little closer to her, giving her a flirty glance with his head tilted towards her.
She blushed a little and her thank you came in a swift, almost hard peck on the lips that made her heart race for a second. "Shush, you." She said. "Get to massaging." She turned around though, leaning back against his knee just a bit.
He was relieved to have her lean back in a vulnerable position like that. He was even more relieved at that confident sass she just showed. He settled lower, so that she could lean against his chest, and slid his fingers into her deep locks, all ten of them, and set to slow, gentle scratches that traveled around the shape of her scalp. Her hair was thick and luxurious, he loved it.
She groaned again, taking the invitation to lean back against his chest. She'd cuddled with him just a little like this and for some reason it was easier for her than to perfectly face him. When his strong fingers eased around to the sides of her head, she let her head fall back against his collar bone. She was tired from the day and his gentle, yet firm made it tempting to fall asleep. That would be the ultimate show of trust though wouldn't it? That she was so comfortable with him as to fall asleep against him, intentionally rather than by accident this time. She didn't think she wanted to though. The moment was so perfect. They were really alone for once and why sleep when she could steal little kisses from Shane? She tilted her head up and kissed his chin, inviting his lips this time.
He giggled.
"I thought you would like this..." He leaned his head over her shoulder, gently tilted her chin towards him with one hand and kissed her. His left hand continued to scratch along her scalp.
Goose flesh like fire rippled across her skin. Down her arms, around her ears, even her neck. It was that hand on her chin, the slight dominance of moving her into position so he could kiss her more easily. The butterflies in her stomach turned into fireflies and she swore that if he opened his eyes he could see her glowing.
Shane felt triumph, glorious victory. For the first time, he got the reaction he really wanted. He'd seen her get curious, even eager as they made out before. But he felt her body sink against his like a weight, saw her eyes flutter closed, and felt her moan just a little. The tension seemed to drain out of her. He took a gamble and kissed her chin, then kissed hot just under her ear. The hand on her chin slowly curved around her belly.
It didn't take much for her breathing to pick up suddenly. The first little kiss under her ear sent another wave of goose flesh rocketing to her toes and when he kissed lower, one of those little fireflies in her belly decided it wanted to travel a little lower. Her voice was so soft as she moaned, nearly whimpering softly for his kisses. His hand on her belly felt almost hot and for the first time she wasn't thinking if Rick had ever done this to her. She was thinking instead of what it would be like if Shane's hand dipped a little lower, perhaps into the darkness of her jeans.
This was going better than he could have hoped. Jaqi had gone full submissive. As flighty and damaged as she was, not even her fear could conquer these tried and true moves. Shane didn't think a woman, or girl in this case, in all existence could resist the sexual power of this sort of embrace. He still took it slowly, but kept up the advance. She responded quick to the kisses on her lower neck, and so he stayed on that hotspot. He let his arm on her stomach be more dominant, hugging her tighter, fingertips pushing into her side. The hand in her hair spread fingers through her hair, held her head and gently made her lean her head back over his shoulder, and his tongue tasted her skin as the kisses went hotter and wetter.
"Ahh..." She moaned, mouth open, the soft whimper of a girl who'd never really experienced pleasure. At fifteen her hormones were in overdrive, it didn't matter she was only a girl in the arms of a man. She was panting now, her breasts rising and falling rapidly. She found herself turning her head, giving him more room. She didn't know when her hand traveled to his knee, but she held it. Her nails lightly popped of the seam as he delved his tongue against that perfect place between her neck and shoulder. She had no idea what she were about to experience was possible. That tight little cluster of nerves suddenly felt very bright. She didn't understand why and her eyes snapped open and her voice broke a little as the place beneath his tongue seized with sensation. Her leg kicked out in the grass and he felt her spine undulate against his chest. "Sh-Sh...!" She tried to call out his name, but all that came were a series of beginnings of his name and the tight, sensual whimpers that followed. By now her panties were soaked.
Shane smiled and kissed her ear. "I guess this is pleasing you..." he said. His voice was cautious, but low and sexy. "I'm gonna... experiment. Just stop me if you get uncomfortable." the left hand that was once in her hair covered her left breast. He was surprised to feel that her bra was thin and her boobs really were that big and rounded. The right hand laid it's palm o the inside of her leg, with just enough of a grip to continue that dominance theme.
"W-wait!" She cried and she took the wrist of the hand on her thigh. "Wait..." She said more calmly now. Her breathing began to steady and he felt her relax and drop back against him. "What... what was that?" She asked, feeling her moist neck with her other hand. It felt tender and she couldn't see the very dark mark he had left behind. She made no attempt to remove his hands from her breast and thigh. She didn't want him to stop, but she needed a small moment to recover.
"That..." he said, his cheek still against the side of her head. "Is the way this is supposed to feel. You and I are together, I like you, and you like me.. but it's not just that.." His lips dipped to her neck, and all at the same time, he kissed hard, pressed his chest into her back and kept her steady by pushing back with the hand on her breast, "This is chemistry,," he said
She gasped and her hand her hand left his wrist. Her hand fisted in his shirt, behind his neck. She whimpered again and he felt her squirm against him as a latent flutter of pleasure rampaged through her. "Shane..." She was panting again already. "More..." Her hand move to the back of his head and used his long hair against him. She moved his head to where she could kiss him and for once, delved her tongue into his mouth first.
Ever the tactical love maker, Shane kissed her hard and deep, and massaged her breast and kind of flexed his chest. Like a snake charmer, the concerted rhythm of his kisses, the hand on her breast, and the rise and fall of his chest had her back undulating. He knew she had to be soaking wet. He set his palm over the crotch of her jeans and squeezed, once, hard.
"I want to touch you here," he said, and he looked with that predatory hunger into her eyes.
She whined and he felt the reaction of his hand on her sex travel through her body as she undulated against him. She nodded, unable to speak almost. Her hand released his hair and moved to the button fly of her jeans. She lifted her knees and pressed them together, feeling a little jolt there already. She released the buttons and revealed that her panties were common and cotton, but they were purple. The same shade that sometimes splashed across the horizon during the sunset.
"Just relax... here.. let me move your hands" his voice was calm, soft, another part of the hypnosis. He was left handed, so he cupped her right breast now, then took her left hand and put it on her opposite breast. "Put your right hand over my left," he breathed in her ear. "You can move them later, just start like this." He slid his left hand under the hem of her panties, across the hot down of her pubic hair, and let his fingers slide over her sex. The middle finger sunk between her lips and slipped over her swollen clitoris. She was most certainly wet. Very, very wet.
He felt her hand squeeze his when his middle finger dipped between her lips. He found downy and natural and soaked with moist heat. Rick had tried to get a reaction out of her once or twice by playing with her, but with no passion, with no chemestry, all he did was molest her. Shane... Shane was making love to her. Or as far as they could get at the moment any way. Her head fell back against his shouler again and her voice broke in a soft cry so sweet and victorious that she nearly came right there. She felt heat and electricity jolt from that place and tug more deeply inside her. "Shane..." She whispered, unable to believe she could trust a man so much as to allow her to touch her like this, ever...
He squeezed her breast tight and started rubbing around her clitoris in wide circles. He couldn't afford to overstimulate her just yet. "Jaqi..." he answered, and set his mouth on her neck again.
She moaned again and closed her legs. Not because she wanted him to stop, but because restricting him made his finger focus on her clit more. She whined louder and the hand on her breast left without thinking. It gripped the denim weave of his left pant leg, near his calf and he felt her shudded completely against him. When she came she was going to knock the both of them off the bluff.
"Im going to bring you to orgasm, Jaqi. Just ride the feeling when it happens..." he let his finger spin in fast, jerky circles on top of her clit. His arm wrapped around her stomach, just under her breasts and squeezed tight to hold her still.
"I've... I've never..." But her chance to actually say that she had never cum before was running out, because his finger was ticking seconds off her clock. Her breasts rose and fell with rapid suscession and her knees rubbed together while her feet worked further and further apart. He had to hold onto her, otherwise she'd have knocked them both off the cliff by now. He might not be as strong as Roland would have liked, but he was strong enough to keep a smallish fifteen year old girl from squriming away from him. The arm that draped beneath her breasts and held her found a partner as her right joined his left. She held onto his forearm as if for dear life. She rucked up his pant leg and revealed the top of his hightops. Her breathing was almost panicked when he felt her spine whip crack against his chest. She cried out and it nearly echoed like a scream through the glen below. She coiled almost violently in his arms and her spine arched again, threatening to throw him back into the grass with another cry.
She was cumming very hard, writhing and bucking. He could have, and maybe should have, stopped rubbing, but he kept his fingers on her as she came. Her cries were adorable, definitely sounds a 15 year old having her first orgasm with an experienced lover would make. He was cruel like that. Held her tight and didnt stop. Only when he knew she was winding down did he slow down. He released her sex, took his hands out of her pants and just hugged her protectively. He was hard as a rock, but he just held her as she caught her breath
She was breathing like a rabid animal by the time he pulled his soaking hand from her panties. Her grip on his arm and pant leg were still tight. She'd left four half moon impressions that didn't quite break the skin, on his arm. Her cheeks and neck were flushed and he could see that her nipples were hard through the fabric of her shirt. The first sign that she was relaxing came when her nails released. Then his pant leg, then both legs fell limp to the left and he felt all of her relax completely. "Shane..." She said, breathing hard. "Are you going to fuck me now?" She didn't know what love makig was, not really. Rick only ever fucked her. She didn't know if she were ready to have Shane inside of her or not, but she knew what that was pressing against the small of her back. She'd be a fool not to.
When she said that, his body tensed up. But he still just held her. It took him a moment to find the right thing to say. "Let's not go that far just yet." He said quietly. "We should... just do what you want to do..." he kissed her temple as she panted. "I say we just take our shirts off now.." his slick left hand slid up her side slightly, slipping the hem of her shirt up with it. "What do you think?"
She nodded. "Yeah... when I can move again...." She smiled. It was a tired smile, but the smile of a woman truly satasfied. Maybe not a woman, but close enough.
He laughed. "Put your hands in the air." When she did as he asked, he pulled her shirt up over her head, then did the same with his own shirt. When his body returned to her, the level of skin on skin contact was amazing. He returned his arms to hugging around her flat stomach
"So warm..." She rolled a little away from the edge and against him, giving him her side and laying her head against his chest. "I know you're hard, Shane... I can feel it... I don't want all of this to be just about me..." She looked up and kissed his chin, placing her hand on his bare chest. His weight didn't bother her. It just meant there was more of him to cuddle.
Shane smiled at her as his hands roamed her back.
"I..." he was rattled a bit by what she said. Hekissed her once softly. "I do really want to make love to you, Jaqi."
"I duno if I'm ready for that just yet..." She told him honestly. "But I would... you know..." She licked her lips, not sure how to tell him that she would blow him if he wanted it. Instead she gave him two options. "I could use my hand... or my mouth..."
"We do whatever you want." He said, still really enjoying her skin. The anxiety of getting this far overrode a fair amount of his horniness. He wouldnt really suffer if he couldnt get off. He much rather not fuck this up.
"I think..." She bit her lip and decided to keep them on more even ground. "You should lay down..." She wouldn't use her mouth. He hadn't and it left them something to work up to later.
"Ok."he lay back on the small blanket he had out there to sit on, and put his hands behind his head. "What did you have in mind?"
She moved with him, using her left elbow to prop herself up. "I think... I'll wait... for the..." He could see that she had a hard time just coming out with it despite having already alluded to the thought of giving him head. "Pants stay on..." She said, though that didn't give him much indication as to what she really was going to do to him. Her hand caressed his chest and she took a deep breath. She kissed him. "I'm probably not as good at this as you are..." She whispered and watched him as her hand traveled fown his belly and began to engage his zipper. The button came second. Rick sometimes made her 'Open the package' as he liked to say. She knew, or at least thought she knew something about what she was doing.
He got goosebumps himself. "Don't worry. There's no such thing as doing it better yourself." He laid his head back and giggled. Hard enough to shake. "You could be terrible at it, but just because its you, it'd feel amazing. I would like to cuddle.. during..." he tilted his head and looked playfully at her
She smiled and caressed the package she had uncovered. She nodded and promised, "As soon as I know you're safe of your zipper. I'd hate to hurt you." She directed her attention back to his length and pulled down the band of his underwear. She leaned up long enough to use both hands. One to draw him out further and the other to push his clothes enough out of the way. What she found there was much nicer than what Rick had tormented her with. He was cut and she found that fascinating. He seemed bigger than Rick, but not too big and when her gingers wrapped around him they touched, but only just. She looked at Shane and smiled, approving completely.
He was long enough that she could use both hands too. "Yeah, I would have picked hands, too. I like that..." he smiled, and favored her with a slightly... pleading look. "And uh.. the bra could come off, too..."
She bit her lip and he saw her really considering it. She released him, reached behind her and revealed what would, one day, likely become D's. She was gifted in that respect. Young and firm and her nipples were excited by the evening air. There was a scar across the left one where Rick had caught her just right with the belt for fighting back too much. Or not enough, she couldn't really remember. She sat there beside him, letting Shane observe her as he had let her observe his length. She had that same look she gave Roland when she sought his approval.
"Are you sure you're fifteen?" He asked, laughing through ever word. "I didn't meet freshmen like you in high school..." he caressed her hair. Then he sat up and kissed her, not waiting for her to put her hands back on him. He wanted to kiss her every time he saw her. Most of all now
He found her arms almost hungry when he came up to kiss her. She held him, wanting to be held in return. She was pretty sure she was in love with him, but she wasn't stupid enough to tell him that just yet.
he did hug her. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her. His chest pushed against her and he kissed her hungrily, tongue meeting hers.
He felt her push against him, laying him back, but not leaving him. He wanted to cuddle and she wanted that too. She pushed until the grass met his back and perhaps a bit too soon, her hand found his length. She was gentle. Rick had slapped her too much for being too rough that she knew better. She wasn't thinking about him though. All there was was Shane and her and a forgotten can of tomolies. She caressed him with her fingers, teasing and not gripping as she began to explore every line and vein and every baby smooth contour of his surface.
just about every individual motion got a reaction or a moan, but every time she touched his head, he made a funny noise, or cringed. When she squeezed in, he'd groan and lay his forehead against hers and shut his eyes
She kissed him. Her heavy breasts lay against his chest and one still denim clad thigh draped across his. Her kisses were soft like her touch. She didn't want to distract him. "Thank you, Shane..." She whispered, her lips brushing his as she slowly began to stroke. Her grip was loose for now, teasing to draw more blood into his shaft. "Thank you for being patient with me..."
"Patient?" That got another laugh, but one of her strokes made it catch in his throat and he almost squeaked. "I wasn't patient! I'm just seductive enough to make you think its your idea!" He grinned at her.
She smiled. "Then go on letting me think you're being sweet and caring and not weaving little webs for me to fall into." She bit him then, but it wasn't too hard and it sent a zing through his chin. Her grip finally tightened on his length.
That made him hug her. He moaned, as much from the bite as the squeezing. "I am at your mercy right now, babe. He held her close, loving her breasts on his chest and her lips on his neck.
"Then cum for me." She whispered, licking the cup of his ear. Her hand picked up speed just slightly, carefully and eagerly. She wanted to know she'd given it to him as good as he'd given it to her.
That phrase was hot enough for him. He squeezed one of her full breasts, locked lips with her, and kissed her, sending MMMMs into her mouth. After about ten seconds, he broke the kiss and moaned throatily and started cumming
It streamed across her arm and up his belly and it made her jump, pulling her lips from his. She turned to his cumming length and watched with rapt attention for the first time ever. This was no longer the signal that ended Rick's attention for her. It was something she'd wanted to give Shane, the pleasure he'd given her. Her hand slowed a little, wanting to prolong his orgasm as long as she could.
Shane gripped Jaqi very tight, grunting and trembling just slightly. "Oooh, damn girl, where'd that come from?" His head fell back and he took a deep breath.
She smiled and caressed him softly. "Was it ok? Did you like it?" It was rather obvious that he had enjoyed himself. But he recieved that look again, the one that craved approval.
"Did I like it?" He snorted and chuckled, eyes still closed, a dreamy look on his face. "Hell yes." He opened one eye and glanced at her. "I liked making you cum even more."
She blushed and glanced away from him. She wiped her arm off in the grass behid her. "So... what about Roland... what's he going to think... You think he'll be pissed I'm so much younger than you?"
"I dont think he cares much." Shane relaxed, squeezed Jaqi. "Do me a favor and snag the big blanket. I want to snuggle you under the covers.." he got his elbows underneath him, and giggled seeing the both of them half naked with unbuttoned jeans. "You can keep the panties on if you want..." he winked at her.
She blushed again, but got up. She shagged her t-shirt though and slipped into it as if there were any reason to be modest right now. She grabbed the big blanket and the other one. She rolled it up for a pillow for now and lay back down with him, throwing the blanket over them as she sun finally winked out on the horizon. She did however, squirm out of her shirt once she was covered up. It was rediculious, but she was quick about it.
Shane lost his pants too, so it was just them in their underwear. While she had grabbed the blanket he'd wiped off the cum on himself, too.
"Oh so you did want your shirt off?" He asked, all sly, and put a tentative hand on her side. He wanted his chest pressed against hers.
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"I thought you would prefer it." She said. She didn't flinch at the arrival of his hand, but she figured it was comig any way. She laid her head on his chest, draping her arm across his belly.
He liked that feeling of her naked skin on his. It was electric. His arm went around her shoulders and he kissed her cheek. "Yes. You really are just... wow... When I was fifteen there would be no chance of getting you to be my girlfriend." He smiled stupidly.
"I'm sure you're were adorable." Before he could argue she said, "I might actually be sixteen by now... it was January when I left. My birthday was close. How long have we been here?"
"I have no clue," he said, and suddenly kissed her. He wanted to see if his deep kisses would excite her or if she'd gone as far as she would today. His hand on her side gave a tight squeeze.
"Mhh!" Came a soft murmur from her mouth and for a moment she was stiff. She hadn't expected it and there was a brief few seconds where ti could have gone either way. Finally she relaxed and he felt her exhale an excited shutter through her nose, against his cheek. The arm across his belly firmed, holding him. He felt her knee move and the presence of her thigh joined his.
He liked that. Now when she went stiff it was cute, because she just drew closer afterwards. He pulled her chest on top of his and kissed her slow, with deep, tongue kisses. He was trying to get her hot.again. He couldnt help it. Though, he did absolutely love just kissing her.
She gave him her tongue, anchoring herself with her elbows on the ground and her forearms draped around his head, her figers in his not so long hair. Her legs remained closed, but settled between his. Whether or not he could stoke her fires enough to get his hand in her pants again remained to be seen. but this was more intimacy than she had dared to show him since that first night they snuggled up together.
Her breasts smooshed against his chest and his arm snaked around her back. He kissed her, drunk on the swishing of her tongue against his. His other hand simply anchored on her hip, for now. Still, it squeezed. He knew she liked it when he squeezed her hip. And his length had already gone hard between them. But he was a good boy, for now.
He felt her hips shift a little when he grew hard. Her lips pulled from his a moment later. "I'm not hurting you am I?" She asked. "I don't wanna snag you with my zipper..."
"You can take your pants off, if you want to.. Im fine, Jaqi." His hand slid up from her hip, up the flat scape of her belly to cup the round curve of her breast.
"I... I duno..." She said. But she bit her lip when his palm cupped her breast. "The more clothes come off the closer we get to..." She trailed off. "I don't think I can just yet..."
"I'm just enjoying being close..." he said and his hand slid over her breast, his thumb pressed down on her nipple. The other arm around her back slid down where he could slide a hand over her round butt.
He saw her eyelids droop for just a moment. In that moment he probably could have rolled her over and buried his length inside her, but it was too brief and she nodded softly when it ended. "Ok.." She said softly. "But you're going to be in my pants again by morning if I'm not careful..." She smiled. "What was it you called yourself earlier? Seductively manipulitive?" She kissed his lips lightly.
"Oh yes... You might be right on both counts..." he leaned up and pressed his chest against hers, pressed his hands into her lower back, and seized her neck with his lips. Against her lower belly, she could feel his hardness.
[12:15:05 PM] rc: She groaned at his kiss. "Will you calm down if I make you cum again?" She asked, but there was humor in her voice. She wasn't scared, she was having fun.
The tip of his tongue danced up her neck til his lips were on her ear. "But it's my turn to make you cum" he whispered, and his fingers slipped just under then back of her jeans to press against her ass. His breath was hot as steam against her neck.
Her eyes rolled again. "I'm... not greedy..." She said, but the tone and breath in her voice told him he was already on the road to giving her her second orgasm.
"Well, I sort of am.." he laid her on her side. Then he settled behind her and kissed on her neck. His hand came around and massaged her breast. She was light enough that he could have an arm under her to massage her belly.
"Oh gah... you and my neck..." She whispered, almost siezing already with anticipation of whatever he'd done to her neck earlier. He could see the large hickie he'd left there earlier.
He just rubbed her breast, palm sliding across her hard nipple while he licked and sucked on that weakspot of hers. He was waiting to see if her ass would push back against him. His opposite hand just slid fingers around the curve of her hipbone, trying to signal the fireflies.
Oh they were signaling. They were road flares by now. She tilted her head back, giving him her neck. Her spine arched and he felt her bottom against his erection. That wasnt the only thing that pressed against him. Her hand slipped around the curve of her hip and to his. She smoothed her palm across the front of his underwear and found the band. She toyed with it, contemplating going inside.
He surprised her by lightly gripping her wrist and gently pulling her hand away. "Ah-ah-ahh, not yet." He placed her hand on the waist of her jeans. "Take these off for me, he murrurred, then put his hand down in front of her so he could lean over her, give her a hot stare and one hard kiss. Then he just looked into her big, aroused eyes, and nodded.
"But..." She had set rules earlier. "No sex..." She whispered. "Not tonight... promise me..."
Shane looked into her eyes for a moment, and decided she'd made up her mind. He was certain he could get her there, but he wasnt that sort of guy. She was being serious.
"Ok. Ok." He said, and kissed her once more. Softly, this time. "Still need those pants down," he murrmurred against her lips.
She kissed him back and nodded. "Ok..." She moved away from him and sat up to unlace her boots. The pipes were too tall to just kick off. Some of her nervous posture returned, but only because she wasn't certain what he intende to do ot her.
He watched her, his happy, relaxed smile still on his face. He waited until she had finished, and admired her creamy, shapely thighs. He lifted the blanket again and invited her back into his embrace.
She faced him this time, rather than putting her back to him. Putting her back to him was easier for her. She'd told him that, but it showed more trust to lay down and face him like they were real lovers. "What are you going to do?" She asked and he could sense that her nervousness had returned.
"Touch you..." he said. "Like before." He scooted a bit closer and slid his hand up her smooth thigh. "You can touch back, if you want..." he gave her another soft kiss.
She licked her lips. "Like before?" She asked. That didn't sound so bad. "Ok..." She breathed a heavy sigh, but it blew against his chest because she didn't want to breath into his face. She caressed his chest and she blurted out her next question before she could reign it in. "How many girls have you been with?"
Shane didnt see that question coming. He leaned on his elbow and rested his hand on her hip, content to lay off long enough to answer some questions. "Just three," he said.
"Am I one of them?" She asked. "Or do I make four?"
"Oh, ok, yeah, four now," he said, feeling nervous himself, now.
"Did... did you have anyone when you left?" She asked, not at all sure why she was asking these things. "Am I replacing someone?"
"No." He laid back down on his side, and relaxed some. She'd thrown him off his game. "No I got dumped six months back."
She nodded and dropped her head gently onto her curled arm. "I duno why I asked..." She said. "You know about mine, now I know about yours I guess..."
He smiled, but it was a pained smile. "Yeah... you found my kryptonite there... now I dont feel quite so amorous..." he closed his eyes, but when he opened them, they still looked happy to see her there. "I wouldnt go against your wishes, anyways..."
"I know..." She said, caressing his cheek, then his chest. "You'd never hurt me, Shane..." She kissed his chest and snuggled up close, slipping her arm under him, into the hollow where he propped himself up on his elbow. "Youre a good man... the kinda man I should have had from the start."
He smiled and slid a hand under her thigh, directing her to put her leg over his hip. "It's still your turn, you know..." he said with a wink.
"Let's make it our turn..." She said softly. "I want to cum with you..."
His next breathe went out with a hiss. "I like that idea." His hand gripped her thigh and he pressed forward. His lips met hers and his hard length pushed against her sex, with just the two thin pieces of cotton between them.
she gasped and her big gray eyes rolled again. "Mm Shane... would... what if..." That grinding of his shaft against her rather muttled her thinking. "What if we pretend? Could... could you get off like that? A little... grinding maybe?" She wasn't saying what she wanted to say and it came out all halting and confused, but she hoped he understood
"I like your thinking," he said, sounding rattled by excitement, himself. He placed his hand on her ass and pulled her towards him while he experimented with one hard grind against her. "Like that?" He said, wincing at how good it felt.
She shook her head. "Close..." She moved, slipping more onto her back than her side. Her heart was thundering. "C-come here..." She kept her legs closed, but instinct told her to open them. That was too risky with just a slip of purple cotton in the way. "Can... can you put it... between my..." She was too nervous to finish, but she wanted him to fill that little diamond shaped hollow between her legs.
He put a hand on her face. "Relax,Jaqi." He said calmly, and put a hand on her knee. "If you want me, you can have me." He kissed her forehead. "I'll make love to you slow, sweet..." he kissed her cheek. "And stop if you ask me to." His hand rested on the side of her hip. He was leaning over her, but at a safe distance. "You dont have to make it hard for yourself. If you trust me.."
She shook her head. "I don't want to be scared when we.. actually do it..." She told him. "Preteding... I think will help..." She was asking him to dry hump her, she just didnt know how to say it. "I want to be comfortabe with you... I don't want to panic..."
He smoothed her hair back. "Okay, I understand you. The underwear stays on, then." He leaned in and gave her a mercilessly sexy, hard kiss on her neck. "You still have to open your legs, babe."
She bit her lip. She was trying not to do that, but she relaxed back, resting her head on the blanket she;d folded for their pillow. She kept her eyes closed as she parted her legs for him. He could see her pulse thumping hard in her neck, but she did it. She was trying and getting better.
He knelt before her and cupped her knees, not making contact just yet. "Relax your thighs on mine for right now..." he gently slid his hands up her stomach and gripped her breasts, the grip not quite as gentle. "I'll warm you up a little before we get to the scary part..."
"This is the scary part..." She said, panting already. She caught his hands with hers and stopped him. "Just... lay down... come here... I don't like it when you're so far away..." Far away meant unpredictable and unpredictable meant Rick was in the mood to hit. She knew Shane wouldnt but she couldn't help it.
He did as he was bid and pressed his chest to hers. He settled his hips on top of hers and felt the extreme heat between them. Immediately, her soaked panties got his boxers wet. She was still scared, but she was definitely horny too. He let his weight apply pressure for now, but didnt move without her permission.
"Like this?" He asked. His cock was raging hard, and so sensitive.
She nodded. "Yeah..." She was breathing a little quick, but she finally opened her eyes again. "I'm sorry I just..." She caressed his cheek with her palm. He was going to have a beard before too long. "I'll be ok... some things just... I'm sorry... I'm shit at explaining things..."
He slid his cock down the divot in her panties, then back up. He wanted to see her jaw drop. That would be a sign this was going to work out.
She had more to say, overthinking things as usual, but that roll of his hips stole every word off her tongue. Her jaw did slack and her eyes rolled. The sigh that escaped her was just almost a whimper and he got the sign that he wanted.
"See? Just relax..."he rolled his hips again, using a smooth, slow rythm and after grinding hard a few times, he lessened the pressure of his weight and increased the amount of friction and the length of his strokes.
"Oh, Shane..." He felt her relax completely beneath him. Her hands were on either side of her head, where they always were when Rick was on top of her. Only as Shane's name slipped off her tongue, her arms moved and he felt her hands loop around his back. Her heavy breathing began to become less from fear and more for passion of the situation.
Shane let out a long, happy "Mmmmmm" and pressed his chest harder against hers. "Jaqi...oooh, its good, isnt it?" He buried his face in her neck and for a while, he pumped against her like he intended to do when they really had sex. Harder and faster.
"Mmhm... yes... oh Shane..." He felt her lift her hips begin to meet him, adding to the firmness of his strokes. This was better than she could have expected. Better than making him shove his dick into the little space between her thighs and pussy. This was direct... it was almost real and for once it was good... Really, really good.
Shane answered her moans with his own and started really humping fast. He wanted more of her, more nails in his back, more of her hips humping his own. He wanted to drive her nuts.
She hooked her calves behind his thighs and a whimper turned into a whine. Her panting became more fervent and desperate. She arched her back against him and her hips shook suddenly. "Fuck..." She whispered and her hips jumped again.
Shane breathed heavily in her ear. "Jaqi... I want to be inside you..." he put his hands in her hair and just started grinding in circles, wanting to rile her up even worse.
"Fuck... Shane..." Her spine arched back and at his confession sent her over the edge. Her voice broke and she shivered, digging her nails into his back because he wanted it. Her eyes rolled, but they opened, looking wide with surprise into his as she came beneath him again.
Shane kissed her once, twice, quick liplocks as he grinded, "yess, mmm cum for me..." he said with a low, predatory, sexy voice. He made her shake with tge force of his movements and kept eye contact.
She finally had to break eye contact and was reduced to the beautiful squirming, whimpering sight that he'd hugged against him earlier.The idea had been to cum together, but she jumped the gun as usual
Shane intended to cum after he'd penetrated her. He wanted that very badly. At least, he wanted to cum after rubbing his cock on her bare pussy. For now, he relished her trembling, spasming little body underneath him. He sucked on her neck while she continued to soak both of their underwear
She began to gradually come down from the height of her orgasm, but he hadn't cum with her yet. "Shane..." She panted. "Cum with me..." He felt a hand leave his back and her fingernails caught his belly briefly before she could cup him against her. She moaned at the more direct attention. "Cum with me..."
"Hold on." Shane reached between them and she felt his cock between her panties and her skin. "I want to feel you when I cum.." he slid his wide underside along her outerlips.
"Ah.. shit!" She had thought it was good a moment ago but this... It reignighted that flame of pleasure and she came again. It might have just been the excitement or the fright of it, but the sensation outweighed the fear.
Shane could help it, after a few strokes, he penetrated her while she was cumming. He didnt go very deep, but he moaned against her neck at her tightness. "Oh Jaqi!" He pushed against her.
"Uah!" Despite being used by Rick, she was tight, extrordinarily tight. Either that of Shane was huge. She had seen him, it was mix of both her tightness and his above average size and when her back arched again, their hips colided and he was entierly inside her. So much for the promise, but he was inside her now and she was shivering with pleasure instead of fear.
He felt her move her hips forward, sinking him deep and squeezing him tight. He made sure not to pump too hard, but she was so wet that he pumped fast. His wide head ran back and forth over her gspot as he just barely controlled himself and kept from pounding her deep. He moaned and drooled against her neck.
She had wanted it to be special with Shane, not some rushed accident that they stumbled into. Though... her underwear was still on as he promised. This was why she had wanted to keep her jeans, but she wasn't complaining. She was moaning and those moans were becoming more excited, more emotional.
He cried out with her and started making love to her more intensely. His moves slowed some but deepened, and his strokes were long, back til his fat head pulled on the tight ring of her openening, and deep in to close to her cervix. He was very careful not to be rough, and he was mostly under control because he'd came earlier. But it was still a chore not to cum. She was so tight and so hot.
"Uhhh, Jaqi, it feels amazing when you squeeze!" He kissed her neck again, his cheek pressed against hers.
"I'm n-not doing it!" She cried out, not reaizing that it was the remnants of her clitoral orgasm that he could feel. Her nails pierced the skin of his back, creating eight neat little half moons in his shoulder blades. She could feel everything, every wonderful move of his hips, his length. Rick was... Who the fuck was Rick? She didn't care. In Shane's arms she could finally feel something other than fear. Her voice shattered in another one of those intense almost screams and she lost complete controle over her body. It rolled over her like a steam roller and her next cry wasnt a sharp cry of pleasure, but a deep emotional, musical sound that brought with it tears.
Shane felt her orgasm, felt every ripple and squeeze of it. It was the best thing he'd ever felt in his life. He cried out too and pumped hard into her orgasm. He wasnt even thinking about it when he came inside her, whining like a dog against her neck and shaking with her.
Her eyes snapped open at that moten heat rushing into her. But rather than thinking about the risks of what he had just done, her eyes rolled back as another wave of convulsions stole over her. Oddly enough, there was a sense of peace despite what could happen now that he'd cum into her.
He realized he'd come inside her, and he felt that she felt it, the way she'd tensed in shock, then immediately trembled in pleasure. It made his orgasm feel even stronger, harder, longer to have her shaking and still moving her hips. He moaned over and over again, holding her tight.
It wasn't how he wanted this to happen, but she hadn't wanted to be victimized by whats-his-name either. Just because it wasnt fairy tale didnt mean it wasn't the best thing that had ever hapened to her. It seemed to last for hours, but in truth it was perhaps only a minute. The best minute of her life though. Finally, spent, panting and sweatting under that mane of hair, she began to still, stairing wide eyed up at the stars as he lingered inside her.
They had that quite moment together, warm, spent. His cock was still twitching, and her pussy was still squeezing intermittantly, but he just held her, breathing in the scent of her hair and feeling the warmth and delicious slickness of her inside.
Her eyes were still wet with tears, but now that things had gotten quiet between them, they came more freely. She tried not to let him know she was crying, but she sniffed and her chest shuddered. She couldnt hide it and began to cry openly.
He responded by kissing her neck, her jaw, her cheek, her lips. Somehow, through his connection with her, he knew why she was crying, and he showered her with love and attention in response
She held hip tightly with her left arm and covered her face with her right hand, unable to help it. How could Rick have taken something so beautiful from her when she could have saved it and given it to Shane? He should have been her first and maybe... maybe she could pretend he was.
He kissed her hand, her fingers, her temple, her hair. Still inside her, he just hugged her tightly, not saying anything. Not thinking there was any worthy words
There weren't. It was something that needed to play out and finally she began to calm again and she started returning his kisses. Her lips were salty with tears, but neither of them seemed to mind. He heard her say "I love you." As clear as day, but her lips never formed the words.
"I love you too," he whispered and hugged her again. "Thank you for taking care of me.." he kissed her cheek.
She suddenly guided his lips to her's and invaded his mouth with her tongue, kissing him hard and deep and with everything that she had left.
He returned her kiss, and rocked inside her a little, just loving the conection, their tongues and their sex and their love.
She whimpered into his mouth and seemed to refuse to let go of him. Those eight little half moons she'd left in his shoulderblades were red with just a little blood, but she'd just lost her virginity in a way and that aways came with a little blood.
Stumble!